HEARTBROKEN

Like a fragile crystal vase
When shattering over marble floor
I saw my heart broken in peaces
Impossible to repair
And I looked away, trying to forgive you
Losing understanding of your tricks and ways
And I looked away, trying to forget you
But my heart was done, destroyed
When I knew you wouldn’t care
And I moved away, attempting to keep distance
Knowing my body moving, but my soul would stay
And I withdraw myself, getting far from you
But your memories kept following me
Like a ghost in the dark
And intending to live without you, I try without success
And piece by piece like my heart
I broke in an impact without repair
Like a fragile crystal vase
When shattering over marble floor.

TEARS

Why does my face get wet every time I think of you
Why when listening that sad melody the same happens
You are not here any longer
And when I close my eyes and I try to remember you
An intense pain comes up all the way to my throat
And it is so hard to swallow the lost moments
It hurts even more when I open my eyes and I don’t see you
Knowing that it will be this way for the rest of my days
Why my sight gets blurry with the past
Only mental images I keep of you
And not one photograph
And the salty water runs
My face lines get deeper
A muffled sound comes out of me
But I cover my mouth and I pretend
I pretend I can keep this inside
That nothing will come out, but it does
My face is soaked
My tears uncontainable
All those useless tears that can never bring you back.

OPEN YOUR EYES

Open your eyes like a newborn does
Discovering everything, all around us
Open your eyes and look right ahead
A brilliant future ahead of you waits
But have your eyes wide open
When stopping at the crossroads and choose wisely
Because the light expects those with open minds, move forward
Darkness will get those who refuse the knowledge, don’t stop
Open your eyes and you will see
There is no religion, no human authority
Your guide will come just from within
No sacred scripture, no eminent law
With misinterpretations to tell you no
Your are capable of all, just look up front
Open your eyes and don’t look behind
For there is the baggage and the heavy weight
Those who don’t want to understand
Humans stuck in the old ways
Believing they know what’s right and what’s wrong
Waisting your time in established rules
Don’t look back, you can’t change past nor people
But you can forge a bright future for yourself
Open your eyes and watch your sides
Be a dove, be a snake
At your right you might have some friends
Who don’t want to see you hurt
By the dark side of your enemies
But you also might have at your right
The most square minded companions
Who thinking doing good won’t liberate your soul
They will try to pick your brain
To convert you and at the end
Will you just accomplish to be one more slave
Going nowhere but in reverse
Beware of their hands
Open your eyes and watch your sides
Be a dove, be a snake
Because at your left your might have some friends
That will walk with you all the way to the end
But those who can also block your view
From what is true, from what is real
Those who converge to fight for what’s right
Using mistaken ways, decomposing souls as the go
Ignoring life’s only purpose
For which they feel aversion and displeasure
Taking you on a detour
And transform you into what you are not to be
Going nowhere but in reverse
beware of their hands, too
Open your eyes as a wise man does
Great wisdom and pure soul
Smile from ear to ear, life is short
Open your eyes and you will see
The truth is inside you
Be selective and follow your heart
Use your brain well in the interactions’ art
Open your eyes my friend and be
All paradise is right there in front of you
Your entire future for you to see.

CURVES

What’s special about your curves?
What gets into me when I see you approaching
With all your curves in harmonious movement?
I can’t stare at you
The beauty of your curves forces me to look down for a moment
Embarrassed of my own reaction
Tilting up like a photographer
Trying to focus without blinking
Searching for the right spot
There is not one I feel
My gear won’t stop and your curves accelerate me
Up even more, passing the point of no return
I can see why men get lost
You are all beauty
I can feel the softness of your curves without even touching you
Your rounds ends, your slippery corners
The more desirables angles of pleasure
And then I finally go up and see
The sculpture enhanced by the curves in the middle
Your gracious motions accentuating your sex appeal
It is why men get lost in your prairie
Intentionally trying all kinds of tricks
Trying to conquer the territory they admire and failing
And traveling your curves with their lascivious way
So brutal they might miss the next best spot
The great big curve before your hills
That amazing spot that trembles with a simple touch
That amazing spot that can make men shiver
And the softness still soft has now changed
The erect hills ahead getting higher
Softer round sweet milky curves
And your body now curves backwards with pleasure
Unveiling more curves for men to discover
And the silk over the curves sways
Side to side within a planned movement
You know what will happen
When uncovering all
So you don’t and won’t let them see
The altitude where men can’t control temptation
And lips can work marvels
More bright curves now with precise light
Seducing your prey, contouring your figure even more
Increasing the number of your curves
Allurement, incitement, glorious curves . . . all of them.

NINETEEN

And the sun will still rise on the horizon
A sunrise without you
The beginning of a new year without me
But still, if we really look . . . carefully
There we are, holding hands on your birthday
You, handsome as always
With your bright young smile, looking at me
And I will kiss you softly and caress your skin . . . 
You, my little Prince of Persia
See the golden sun and its portrait on the sand
Highs  and downs, orange and browns
No footprints ahead
Because there we go into uncharted territory
To celebrate life at its fullest
Keep smiling for me
My little prince of Persia
No matter what, I will be there
Look at that desert in front of you
A whole life unexplored
And in each grain of sand
You will find a new surprise
Touch it, and all that sand can be yours
With its warmth
With its roughness
With its ever changing dunes
With all its colors
And watch it change as the day changes
Color by color
Hour by hour
And your life will change with it
And every other birthday
Once again in its presence
Either Sahara or Florida
A desert or the beach
All that sand will still be there
All under your feet 
All for you to enjoy
And tomorrow will come
When once again 
With sand between your toes
You will remember this day
When at nineteen
And holding hands with me
We celebrated with all the joy
Your first birthday together.

HOLDING HANDS

And there we were
Walking the sunset
Sunny beach, holding hands
The breaking of the water close to our feet
The only sound we could hear
As a background of the thumping of our own old hearts
Going rhythmically in perfect harmony
Your walking getting slower, so mine
Over the years we learned to keep each other pace
We breathe deeply, feeling our wet warm hands
Pressing softly against each other
I knew you were smiling
I didn’t need to look
You know I was enjoying the moment
Like I always did over all the years together
It was the sunset, not theirs, just ours
Our bodies just precariously responding
We didn’t care
We were feeling as we felt the first time
Google-eye, falling in love
The memories were bridges and not barriers
The memories were triumphs not failures
We did learn from our mistakes, our breakdowns
We learned how to celebrate life, and there we were
Year after year and with a smile
Being thankful of life for having met
Those were odd times, but we are here
Still holding hands, still walking together
Still smiling just knowing that the other does
When each other’s presence is good enough
To keep us going through life
And do just that . . .
Smile and keep walking
Holding hands.

2012

Please God, be selective
When December comes, few days short from Jesus birthday
We know we are too many
We know we have done wrong
We know we have been destructive
But please God, be selective
Only get rid of the evil in this world
The bad of us who never cared about their neighbor
Just those between us
That won’t hesitate to kill
To carry arms where ever we go
If it wasn’t for the law that would prosecute them
Please God, only get rid of these awful ones
But also look at those who in action or desire
Envy or as a joke
Wanted valuables from their neighbors
Their brothers or any others
Include these on your list
Please God, only get rid of these awful ones
And if you look a little further
Please include those who are against America
And to be politically correct
Also those who are in their favor
And to complete the list
All those who can’t decide
Please God, only get rid of these awful ones
And talking about awfulness
Please get rid of the ugly
Those who are an insult to your creation
Please God, only get rid of these awful ones
And when you choose from all creation
Please get rid of the immoral
The abusive, the corrupt, the thieves
Those who won’t hesitate to still
Neither my writing, my music, my creation
Just for their own entertainment
Please God, only get rid of these awful ones
And get rid of the politicians
All those who won’t hesitate
To dirty their hands with illegal business
Those who lie to their countries
Just to satisfy their gluttony
Their lust, their greed
So get rid of the Republicans
The Democrats and those who seem to be in between
Please God, only get rid of these awful ones
And last but not least
Oh please God to complete your task
Get rid of all the racists in the world
And also the blacks, the reds the yellows and especially the whites
Please God, only get rid of these awful ones
And I think, after you finish with your clean up
The rest of us in your wonderful creation
Those who would last from the animal kingdom
Will take care of this world as it is supposed to be
And all can start anew.