TEARS

Why does my face get wet every time I think of you
Why when listening that sad melody the same happens
You are not here any longer
And when I close my eyes and I try to remember you
An intense pain comes up all the way to my throat
And it is so hard to swallow the lost moments
It hurts even more when I open my eyes and I don’t see you
Knowing that it will be this way for the rest of my days
Why my sight gets blurry with the past
Only mental images I keep of you
And not one photograph
And the salty water runs
My face lines get deeper
A muffled sound comes out of me
But I cover my mouth and I pretend
I pretend I can keep this inside
That nothing will come out, but it does
My face is soaked
My tears uncontainable
All those useless tears that can never bring you back.