It's more painful to cry internally
Not to let those tears flow
To close my eyes and see the past
Not as it really was
But as it was supposed to have been
Not able to go back and fix
All those mistakes I know I made
Moments which made me smile
A clown sad mile impossible to erase
One tear only drawn in my face
Sour taste of your absence
And the same sad song over and over
Hammering piano inside my brain
My body's shaking and aching
Some fingers feeling a ring that's no more there
Empty space in a dark hole inside my chest
Pain of the body, pain of the soul
Trying to leave that point of no return
Defeated, broken, hopeless
The abandonment is around the corner
Thinking that this is just the beginning
Knowing the pain will increase
Acknowledging I will die alone without you.
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