HEARTBROKEN

Like a fragile crystal vase
When shattering over marble floor
I saw my heart broken in peaces
Impossible to repair
And I looked away, trying to forgive you
Losing understanding of your tricks and ways
And I looked away, trying to forget you
But my heart was done, destroyed
When I knew you wouldn’t care
And I moved away, attempting to keep distance
Knowing my body moving, but my soul would stay
And I withdraw myself, getting far from you
But your memories kept following me
Like a ghost in the dark
And intending to live without you, I try without success
And piece by piece like my heart
I broke in an impact without repair
Like a fragile crystal vase
When shattering over marble floor.

TEARS

Why does my face get wet every time I think of you
Why when listening that sad melody the same happens
You are not here any longer
And when I close my eyes and I try to remember you
An intense pain comes up all the way to my throat
And it is so hard to swallow the lost moments
It hurts even more when I open my eyes and I don’t see you
Knowing that it will be this way for the rest of my days
Why my sight gets blurry with the past
Only mental images I keep of you
And not one photograph
And the salty water runs
My face lines get deeper
A muffled sound comes out of me
But I cover my mouth and I pretend
I pretend I can keep this inside
That nothing will come out, but it does
My face is soaked
My tears uncontainable
All those useless tears that can never bring you back.